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It makes me mostly happy when I think what next
summer could be. I will move in the upstairs in quite large attic. There´s
really bad mess at the moment, but I can´t wait to get to clean
it up. It might be strange, but usually I like moving. I like to decorate,
think about places for tables, sofa´s and beds. This time I have
some paintings in my collection too - fighting for good places. A year
in Liminka have twisted me to buy some paintings from beginning, young
artists, other students of the school.
Moving to attic of this station is psychologically very reassuring. I think it help me to face the little stress i take of that web designing work. It makes me nervous sometimes. When I move to attic, I have fresh start for everything. It´s also great challenge. How do I keep my drawing and painting quality and especially quantity in same level than in Liminka school of Arts? That´s really a challenge. I have found it easy to draw every day in Liminka, where everybody else draws too. It could be very hard to push myself to draw and paint here as much, because I have so much other things to do too. Social effect is missing too: in Liminka other students are interested each other work and they remind me too about unfinished work. If I see someone making a good picture or a carton, I want to make something myself too. At least I have some friends nearby. I could call them here and show them what I have done. And when they´re not here, I will think what should I do. Not to please them, to please my greed of ambition. I should also take advantage of this Internet connection. I should show what I have done to people all over the globe. That´s one motivator that didn´t excist ten years ago... |
May 17th 2004
Quote of the day
"Love is a grave mental disease." -Plato |